This post is for April 17, 2016
안녕하세요!!
오늘 한국에 산지
3개월 되요!!
Hello!! Today marks three months in KOREA!! Time goes sooo fast. I don't
understand. This week was great...and freezinnnng! I am in my new area and it
is sooo different from Seoul but so cute. It is very very country...but reminds
me of Park City. Cute small town with little stores. It has one street that is
the area's "city" and super green mountains surrounding the whole
area. Our tiny branch has 11 members, SO faithful and strong, and I immediately
fell in love with them. My first Sunday, the branch President's family couldn't
come, so the missionaries made up half of the branch. It was so funny because I
lead the music, gave a talk, and said the prayer. They are so cute and do a
luncheon every week to end the meeting and talk with everyone!! OH! Also so
crazy! They have exercise machines everywhere...next to playgrounds, on the
side of the road...So as we are walking (walk everywhere!) we see the grandmas
and grandpas on the elliptical and bike machines just off the side of the road
in their bright, colorful exercise outfits. So cute!!
Throughout my mission, I have been thinking so much on how
to become God's instrument here in Korea and fulfill my calling. In this new
area we have no investigators, no one at church and they haven't had a baptism
in a few years. I have been focusing on how to strengthen our faith to find,
because I know that God sent us here to see miracles in this area. In D&C
42:8 it says, "ye shall build up my church in every region." I kept
thinking, how do I strengthen my faith to find the prepared people in this new
area!? Last week I was talking to someone on the street who knew the bible
inside and out. She kept arguing with me and throwing out scriptures and I had
to go get the elders to help because I couldn't understand her Korean. In the
end I just bore my testimony and she said to me, "If you want to share,
know better truth." Ah. It literally cut straight to my heart when she
said that to me. I have been focusing on how to become God's tool and I felt
like such a failure in that moment. I don't know the scriptures well enough,
the language well enough...how can I be God's instrument. I was reading in
Nephi 18:2-3 when Nephi was entrusted with the huge task of building a ship,
the tool to take his people to the promised land. Wow...pressure. Seriously,
scary! But Nephi didn't rely on his own skills/understanding to make the ship,
he went to the mount, prayed and sanctified himself to receive God's guidance
and then made the ship under God's direction. Similarly, God has entrusted me
with the huge task to be his tool in Korea…to be an effective missionary.
Sometimes I feel like I don't have time to study enough, or can't speak well
enough...but I realized from Nephi's example that I can't become an effective
missionary the way I think it should be done. If I just daily sanctify myself,
pray for opportunities, am obedient to God's will and have faith, He will
enable me to become His tool in Korea. It will be sufficient for the people He
has prepared. Ps. We can all be God's instruments as we rely on Him for
guidance and have faith. He will qualify who He calls!!!
Oh! Also my companion is the cutest...the tiniest, short
Korean and I love her. I know we are going to see miracles this transfer in 태백!!! Have a good
week everyone!!
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